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Emilio

by Natasha Luna

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1.
Invitation 00:36
Please let me take you to a soft place Please let me guide this trip And please, behave
2.
Now that I've started to feel A bit less scared Doubts have regained their wings and their bruises as well Keep talking baby Though I'm busy strangling the three headed monsters of noise I must admit that I still cannot cease to protect and to nourish them all Now that I've learned to just hug and not ask I am missing to fall down the hole Fear pays a visit just once a week And I'm rushing to open the door I'll learn to love to be fine I'll try to avoid my childish thirst to cry I promise I won't be scared of a pale night And I won't wake you up if I am You'll see I'll try all my best To just rest and be nice But they'll come and they'll ask And they'll seek and they'll grasp And they'll dig into all of my fears and they'll take me with them 'cause they know how I love To be choke by myself And myself is just hungry to sweat And be swept
3.
Destnée 05:27
Tame all this sadness And take me to your silence Where's the nest of your brightness Please, tell me where Put on me some softness Let me in to see your darkness There I'll sleep please don't wake me up There I'll breathe please don't wake me up I'll be fine please don't worry I'll smile Understand that first I have to get rid of this I'll be fine please don't worry I'll smile, understand that first I have to eat all this All night long I've been walking Couldn't find a good star that would make me shine Or at least light my way
4.
May I drop these thoughts to exscind the wanness Of a life that couldn't lie no more How you fade away announcing silence And a great scorn to solve the enigma I have lost my thirst to undress her And my sick ambition to awake her rage But now I promise I'll get rid of my mourning for sense And enjoy and lead the war started in a healthier age Whether life has sense or just a dirty trick to obsess you You cannot deny the colors and the sounds Let's ignore the joy and drive ourselves to glory Or at least to shred the murmurs of complain Chase them, blow them, kick them all away Break them, throw them, I can't seem to find the way
5.
What's that thought that makes you cry every night What's the secret you keep that chokes your heart Why to wish your pillow swallows your head My knife will like you if you complain again Come to me my child I'll teach you the pain My lash is going to ask you three questions today Kneeling and praying will take you straight to my hell You'll have to prove somehow you never faked Come and taste my...
6.
My suspicion has broken my arm and my will I thought there was at least someone laughing at me But that someone is just a silence that cannot be filled Dangerous boldness to expect man and universe together fit Lust, I have tried Chastity, I have failed again Even aware and brave There's no a chance to escape Breathing uncertainty You'll frame some kind of ease It's not a matter of truth or of strength When you've seen that no answer will grant you no rest So just Trifle and dance Although nothing will last 'cause you'll try to find out Why those are better ways and... You'll cry again Stop and a question Stop and a thought that will drown you even more Please forgive your doubtful being He'll ask, he'll grasp, just smile That corner is bewitched Don't fall in love with the blur And come, just come Every time you seek the answer There's a bunch of ghosts that flower Have you tried to embrace yourself This world will never go away Why don't you come back and play Your thirst to know is ruining us all Life has never asked for your approval You'll just have to stop right now
7.
Life get off me Stop raping me Now it's my turn Feel the hungry past That swallowed all my faith and brought me here Oh damn, yeah damn, it's fate And where else would I be With all my roots stuck in here And where else Would my voice sing Without the soma I found just here I'm so afraid to be safe Bring all the loss Bring all the storm I won't stop You know you can bring all the loss And bring all the storm 'cause I won't stop No, I won't stop And where else would I be With all my roots stuck in here And where else Would my voice sing Without the soma I found just here I need some soma to be and not to be I need some soma to breathe away from here I need some soma to seek what I must be I need some soma to leave what I have lived
8.
Suffocation 04:17
I cannot breathe I don't find air I've been put to sleep in a cage filled with creeps I'm sorry if I show my hate My heart was too heavy to carry all the way I had to tear it from me I saw some kids feeding themselves with it Are these nightmares going to end? Are these nightmares going to end, someday? The streets are empty still I feel someone pointing at me I just cannot fall sleep Take my head away I need to sleep The pain is extinguished Still I have to take the stone up there It just seems this has no end And finally the one who knows Cannot contain himself and laughs "Oh my little kid, All this stupid grief You've been entertaining us"
9.
Did you hear all the voices accusing you? Did you feel all the punches of your conscience? C'est le fantôme qui me chasse C'est la faiblesse de la rage Did you see all the judges condemning you? Can you stop all you thoughts they are killing you C'est l'insomnie qui refuse de fuir C'est le passé qui m'empêche d'agir Viens, prends mes mains Sent le sang qui déborde à cause de la faim de mort
10.
Mellow 02:50
11.
You know it from beginning (You like to choke in silence) You know it from the start You know it since it all became alive Filthy son of need Come on and show your blood You know it You like to expose your wounds You know how good is to show a skin Ripped off from lies But you can't do it again And you won't do it again You are not wrong I don't suffer from sadness but from limberness Yet I am harassed by the question As any other person that melts in true pains Don't blame me for being aware I am not denying the weeping I am just too anguish to fall My idleness is not an escape But a consequence I am tired yet in love I have touched life I have licked the hidden places I have spit on her As she has spit on me But she is no longer attractive So I have betrayed her for silence For his skin is just skin And not the surface of the truth I am so tired of dwelling I am so tired to realize that is not about the end But about the search The only string in which I hang in life Is the taste i find in suffering So let me rise a dirty cult To the shine of the neverending enquiry To this, I have determined myself to stay quiet And perhaps to smile once in awhile I will contemplate the day And not its possibility Move my feet a little And be amazed by my toes I don't want to be great I just want to be beautiful Yet, I am conscious of my choice Thus I won't be released by my thoughts I guess I will have to laugh more often

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released May 5, 2005

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Natasha Luna Belgium

Natasha Luna (Peru, 1981).
Her music can be described as a blend of a dense, sort of morbid and repetitive piano, phantasmagoric arrangements, all with a cinematic feeling that goes along with it.

She has recently released her third album "Carcasse", going further in her artistic experimentations but keeping the original darkness already present in her past works (Emilio, 2005 and N, 2008).
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